..it's been 8 months since i last wrote a journal here (not that i write anywhere else-in fact, i feel quite uncomfortable with the idea of friends and strangers reading my own thoughts).
well, this summer has so far proved to be much less interesting than i had thought, and i'm ending up spending my holiday money shopping, sth which is terrible, considering that i never go shopping. Moreover, just two weeks are left for the exam period of September to start, and i really cant get my head together and start studying or even drawing (Autocad on August 15th?! seems awful!)
The only good thing is that i managed to get both Cambridge and Michigan english proficiency degrees -yay! (so, if i'm making any grammar mistakes, please dont bother me with it) and that i'll probably have a job soon, at the airport (yeap, it's completely irrelevant to my studies, but who cares again, i just want the money). If i dont get it, you are most likely to hear about me on the news, for i'm going there to kill 'em all muahaha (lol). I've canceled my trip to Ikaria (it's a greek island), for their sake.
Apart from these exciiiiiting news (blieh), i have managed to turn my life into a complete mess, not knowing what i really want, let alone how to acquire it. I'm lately getting into the trip of stop thinking the present and just imagine the future. One more year..and theeen, i hope my path will lead me somewhere northern..from Greece. -sigh-
'Till that time comes, i think i really MUST solve the problems i've created. Please, forgive me. All of you.